Aetherea - Self Damnation

We grew up the same way
Same old town
Such a lovely place
No one could ever wonder how
My mistakes would be so insane

They drove me far away from
Where I'm supposed to belong

I'm buried alive, I'm turning into
A definition of self-damnation
And buried alive I'm turning into
All the bad things I've badly wished (to you)

One of these days you told me to
Look inside and find what's wrong
We didn't realize I was to
Smile and die all by my own

So safe and warm, far from who
Has always seen the best in you

I'm buried alive, I'm turning into
A definition of self-damnation
And buried alive I'm turning into
All the bad things I've badly wished (to you)

What can I say after all these years
Not a single day in which I don't recall
The bad choices I've made

Too late to redraw your life
It's in vain
There's no chance to survive

I'm buried alive, I'm turning into
A definition of self-damnation
And buried alive I'm turning into
All the bad things I've badly wished (to you)